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Hello! This is the place where I'll list everything I'm comfortable publicly sharing about my alterhuman identity. (Take note: this box scrolls!)

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If you're not alterhuman yourself, the basics of what you need to know are as follows: being alterhuman (also known as being 'kin) is sincerely identifying as something else. Alterhumanity has been around since the 70s, with origins in Pagan beliefs.

If you have previously heard of "kinnies" who do this sort of thing for fun, or use "kin" as a synonym for "character I relate to", then know that these people are misinformed.

If you'd like to learn more, check out the dedicated page on my site!



I first awakened in May of 2018, due to me seeking out answers for my strong connection to and frequent vivid dreams about Chara from Undertale. Since then, I have been very active in the community, and I consider myself pretty knowledgeable on the subject.

My origins are a mix of psychological and spiritual factors. I believe in the multiverse theory, reincarnation, and that my kintypes are my past lives. However, indulging in and caring about said past lives also helps me cope, and helps stabilize my sense of self, which is wavery due to my BPD symptoms. My being autistic influences all of this in some way, though I am not sure exactly how.

I experience a few different types of shifts. Most common for me are mental shifts – that is, entering the mindset of a kintype. As implied by my awakening as Chara, I also experience vivid dream shifts, which is often how I remember details about my past lives. Finally, I occasionally get phantom shifts, where I experience sensations in a part of my body that does not exist.



SPECIES

Species that I identify as. Pretty straightforward!


BUNNY
Type: Theriotype
Note: I don't identify as a therian

DEMON
Type: Mythkin
Note: A fallen angel, specifically


OCTOLING
Type: Fictherian
Note: Source is Splatoon


HUMAN
Note: I do not define myself as "nonhuman". I'm a human, amongst other things.



FICTOTYPES

Fictional characters that I identify as. There are more than what is listed here, but this these are the ones I feel the strongest connections to. Said connections are in constant flux, so expect the characters listed to change (except for Bede, who has always been my strongest kintype).


BEDE
Source: Pokemon Sword and Shield
ID: transfem enby gay, he/fae


SIFFRIN
Source: In Stars and Time
ID: enby aroacespec gay, he/they


SHADOW MILK COOKIE
Source: Cookie Run Kingdom
ID: xenogender genderfluid gay, any pronouns but 'it'


CHARA
Source: Undertale
ID: enby aroacespec bi, they/them


TRAVIS PHELPS
Source: Sally Face
ID: cis gay, he/him



ARCHETROPES

Archetypes or tropes that I identify as. I only have one, but it's important to me.


THE PASTOR'S QUEER KID
Description: "The pastor is a pillar of their community. Heck, their kids seem to be every bit as perfect as they are, and have the perfect relationship with them... Well, except for one. This one has a secret they're not sure about admitting to their parent. The secret being... Well, this kid isn't heterosexual (and/or cisgender, etc., as the case may be)."



SYNPATHS

Things that I identify with, not as, but are very important to me, how I view myself, and/or my life.


THE MOON

SHEEP

FURRET
Source: Pokemon


LAIN IWAKURA
Source: Serial Experiments Lain


MUSTELIDS

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Pub: 21 Aug 2025 18:10 UTC
Edit: 21 Nov 2025 23:46 UTC
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